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Saturday, October 15, 2005
eh....hi?

Okies! Everything ish back to normal now. I'm luuurving my bloggie.

Exams are now over. ^-^ hurrah! and I can play com. (but only on weekends.) My mum can seriously be a demon sumtimes..T.T oh well...

The day before yesterday, 13 Oct, I chatted with Jun Wei on the MSN. Everything was quite okay and we got to know each other more. Until, he said his first impression of me was as a "Ah Lian". I could have killed him then. But I chose to be sad. I really that bad meh? ><>.>"

Also...recently, (I forgot when.) ken said that I made him feel weird when he's talking to me. Thus, I'm like..."huh?" Dunno wad's his problem anyways..but i'm kinda happy. Cuz I thought he kinda hated me and only talked to me cuz min ish my gd friend. Both of them are soooo close now, basically like brother and sister. But always trying to bully each other. >< Aiyo...but then again, listening to them bickering ish quite interesting..

Talked to frank last night too... He sounded pretty much normal, but everytime I accidentally mentioned min's name, he'll sound sad. I think he still can't get over it. Poor guy...

I..had a dream the day b4 yesterday's night. I remembered that Esther(a girl frm my class. Not the 104 one. NOT the cute one.) did sumthing really terrible to me. I was really upset, and there was this staircase. I was walking down when she was walking up the stairs. I glared at her and said, "You b****." She glared at me too and said the same thing. Then, I grabbed the staircase handle, while jumping down the stairs and tried to hit her. (You know...the "impact" stuff.) She blocked with her hand. Damnit. Aiya...but i'm now very ashamed of myself >< I actually had such a dream. I think I might be going mad.

On to maple! Well..I haven't been playing it for a long time.. and now I wan chiong liao. But then...T.T sumthing happened. I needed to download a new patch for the game to work. So I went to the webbie..but the link wasn't working. Just when I was all sad and lost all my hyperactiveness, Laguna came and said that he could send me the file! (yesh, he's always the guy who's there to help u and stuff ^-^ ) hurrah! But then..the file ish beri big. 90091KB to be exact. That's...not gd. Now, it's taking ages to download into my com. We shall wait~...

At school, Hwee Tian and Kiat Ni are basically the only gd friends I have. I really treasure them, but then they can be unreasonable at times too..Kiat Ni and I share the love of playing com and stuff, while Hwee Tian and I are just damn-hard to break up. ^-^ When esther went around in class, slowly breaking up ppl's friendships, Hwee Tian and i were the only ones who didn't fall into her trap and break up. Cool huh? Not that I want to speak bad about her >< but...I just dun like her much...she hated me frm the start of the year. The very first moment she saw me. O.O" I dunno wad's her problem, but I dun wanna get involved in it. Some people still think she's gd, but I dunno wad they see in her still...I hope to be able to accept her soon. (as she is the only one who I can't accept in my class.)

Lastly, my class is very very political. While other kids our age "fight" each other head on, we have backstabbing, hypocrites, evil lies and rumours, anti-whoever and stuff. By far, the only person who stabbed me was Esther. She kept complaining about me. Wad's her problem?! T.T I never do anything to her lor...she needs counceling.

Now, I shall tell u stuff about Esther that made me quite enraged. For example, she likes to backstab people. (dunno why, but she can ALWAYS FREAKIN FIND FAULTS WITH people. Ahem, sorry about the outbreak.) During the time when Yan Shuang..u know..(not gonna say it out. It might remind people of stuff and get them all agitated.) Esther organized a "anti-yan shuang" and refused to give her a second chance. NOT ONLY THAT, she also INSULTED two of my precious teachers in school. She made one of them(who got a tip-off and went to see the post) cry. Now, she is currently breaking up one of the classmate's friendship again. I'm very worried for everyone with the mere existance of this person..but I might be prejudiced u might say..therefore i'm not gonna make any comments in real life. These are just my opinions.

We have come to the end of my post..=D see ya soon everybody..and take care of yourself! (cuz i'm currently a bit sick. >.>")