Dum de dum. Another week has passed.
Just finished my social studies essay. (lol) It's late. x.x
Went shopping the whole day today for my new year stuff! (I dunno whether to be excited or not.) well...it's quite fun actually. Which was kinda surprising, considering that I usually hate shopping. In the end, I managed to buy TWO (yes, two...not one) PAIRS OF SHOES. HOORAH!
I am no longer shoe-less.
So happy. (Yup. Yes I am. Haha.)
Didn't get any clothes though. I was aiming for a nice blouse and nice skirt. (too many jeans already x.x)
Oh. Did I mention that I finally got my contact lens?
The funny thing was...I took 20 minutes just to stuff my very first contact lens into my right eye. (Yes, extremely embarrassing.) I totally freaked out when I saw the contacts coming for my eye.
Well anyways, in the end it was a success and now I'm a proud owner of a pair of contact lens!
HOORAH AGAIN!
(P.s: I got my contact lens on a saturday, while i went shopping on a sunday. So this is yesterday's news. Haha.)
Also, when we were shopping around today, I saw something WONDERFUL.
It's the "furry thingy evolution two"!
In case you don't know, it's this wonderful, beautiful scarf-like thing that is so soft and furry, you'll melt when you touch it. PLUS! It is a nice shade of light brown. The downside of it is the price: $99.
Holy macaroni. (or cows. Whatever suits you.)
I guess i'll be doing some extreme saving. This will ensure that I do not get any fatter (from delicious foods.) and that I manage to get my hands on that puuuuurfect scarf.
Today the topic of "I hate frank" is finally closed. I guess I forgave him and stuff. We're gd friends again.
Got lots of stuff to say, but I don't have the time and don't remember. Haha.
Oh yeah. Made some acquaintances in my music elective class. Quite nice ppl.
And uh....Played with my two couzzies! They're so cool. (shh. Don't tell them lol.)
Sometimes, it's amazing how blessed one can be after the crap life throws at us. In fact, so blessed till it scares me.
I had a nightmare again yesterday. But after that, woke up while dreaming of Sasuke. (AHA! Blessed life.)
I have to stop being so obssessed with him. This is so wrong. XD
I've also realized how happy it makes one feel when they even catch a glimpse of the person they like. It just feels fuzzy all over and time simply stops.
Oh yeah. Since it's gonna be valentine's day, I'll probably write a post on different ppl and how I appreciate them lol. But must be on the weekend. I can't play during weekdays.
Yay for ning~ My favourite guardian. ^^ (I dunno why I said that. I suppose it just jumped out from my heart.)
I've decided to probably get chocolates for ppl close to me on valentine's day. hehe.
Maybe I would need a bag full of chocolates.
Eeeek. (lol)
Alright. I better go to bed.
SPREAD THE LOVE PPL!
The world needs a little more love.
Oh yes, and lastly, (don't tell her.) but yeah...
My mum made me so touched today by her small small care and concerns that I think I'm gonna cry.
Awww. I lub ya mum. (shhh. =X)
Maybe I'll give her a hug on valentine's day. (or something better if i can find one.)
Monday, February 05, 2007
Her words.
Was sitting with Hwee tian in school after dismissal time today, cuz we were both waiting for our CCAs to start.
We were doing the most ridiculous stuff. (LOL) but i'm not gonna tell you what. You'll probably think we're perverts or mentally weird. Haha.
Then we chatted and somehow, she said something that kept ringing in my head.
She took a deep breath and she said heavily, "You're really in love with him."
I was stunned, in a sense.
Was she right? Did I really like that guy?
Like...
gasp. More than
Sasuke...?
Quite possible.
But it was forbidden love.
Completely impossible.
So she said, "You shouldn't be too obssessed with him."
I know. I'm just gonna get hurt in the end.
Yet something inside of me just reacts when he even
looks at me.
So maybe I do like him. But it is something that I would keep in my heart forever. He'll never know I had feelings for him. Neither would I ever tell him.
Like heck. Is this true love?
I pray not. (or I'll bleed my heart dry.)
I just want everybody to be happy.
Even if it means sacrificing myself? Well... Yeah.
Okay. So since it's gonna be valentine's day, I'll write a couple of lovey-dovey sentences. (Haha.)
I'll do anything to see your smile.Even if it means that I would be hurt...Even if it means that I would die from the pain...I won't tell you this love of mine.Just to spare you from any suffering.That is really how much I loved you.Watching you from afar has become my habit.Liking the things you like has become my another habit.To laugh like you do...to hold you close when you are down.I'm always there for you.Please don't cry. Please be happy.However, If one day I'm able to send you my feelings...I'm sure...That I'll be the happiest girl alive, whether you reject me or not.How can I explain? The depth of my love.How can I tell you? How much I loved your smile.Your every action, your every move.I'm melting.I'm crying.I'm laughing.I'm breaking.But most importantly...With all my heart...I really loved you.HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY! (though it's not time yet.)
Lurve ya all! (whether girls or guys)
And please...
Stay happy. =D
