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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
short story once more!

Here's a short story for ppl's enjoyment. Well...here goes:
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“Kurei run!” Sakura shouted as she blasted another demon into oblivion with a holy energy ball.

The black haired teen gave a defiant look and proceeded to cut through the ever growing army of enemies. He lifted his right leg and slammed it into one of the demon’s ribcage and kicked him up into the air before shooting a dark energy ball towards him. Proceeding to face a human-like creature that is made of stone, he murmured, “This could be bad.” With dark blood red cold eyes, the prince of darkness was going to use a skill he never showed anybody except Sakura.

Kurei started chanting in a deep voice, and suddenly the chain that was on his right hand faded. He flung his right in a forward motion and a purple flame dragon appeared. The dragon did devastating damage to the enemies by swooping down and practically devouring every single one of them in sight. Within seconds, most of the enemies have disappeared. Kurei smirked and returned the flame dragon into his hand.

“Kurei! Behind you!” Sakura cried out. Kurei turned and his eyes widened. The overlord of the demons was going to strike him. There was no time to dodge it and he knew he might die from the impact. He held his hands up, ready to try preventing himself from dying.

There was a flash.

Someone collapsed in front of him. Kurei opened his eyes. Seeing the beautiful face of the white winged angel, he gasped.

“No…Sakura..”

There was a drip of blood which fell into the water. It was an image he could clearly see for a very long time.

“NO!!!!!!!!!!!”

Black wings sprouted from his back and it was at that moment, the real terror had begun.

“You scums. All you pathetic fools. You. Will. All. Pay.”

Kurei’s blood red eyes developed a possessed look and he unleashed his full power. He killed a whole army in just one blow and turned to face the rest. Moving at extremely high speed, he used his katars to slash at the enemy’s throats or cut off their arms or legs. There was no stopping him now as there would be no mercy coming from him at all.

Then it came to a point where there’s only him and the demon overlord. It would a struggle if Kurei had not unleased his full power yet, but as he did, he would be able to win easily. Dodging all the attacks of the demon lord, he managed to get close up but was soon knocked backwards. Kurei then summoned one of the strongest flame dragon of all. However it just hovered above them….

“Fuahahaha!! What’s the meaning of this? You’re such a weakling that even your flame dragon does not obey you anymore!” The demon overlord laughed. His laughter soon turned to fear when Kurei spoke in a soft voice, “Don’t you see me closing my eyes? You fool. Raikou (the dragon’s name) doesn’t kill. At least…until…”

At that moment, the dragon opened its eye. It glared at the demon overlord maliciously.

Before he could do anything, the demon overlord was consumed in flames and he burned to ashes. “…until you see his eye.” Kurei finished and returned the dragon to his arm.

This, was the power of the combined powers of the prince of darkness and the flame master.
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Okay....lame but I like it. so...if u dun like it...then i'll try to improve myself ><

I might have been feeling weird lately..

Recently i've been having weird dreams...it feels very disturbing. In some dreams, I was running away from terrible things that wanted to kill me. In others, I saw sumone and wanted to see who was it, but that person just walked away. (I don't even know whether that person is a girl or guy! I suppose it's a guy though.) I just had a nightmare last night. It was the same one that I dreamt of last time. Some kind of zombies tried to kill me and stuff, but I managed to escape in the end. There was also "THE FISHES". They tried to lure me and kill me too, but I was smart to not fall for their trick again.

What are these "FISHES" u might say..Let me explain. They are a bunch of big dead fish. ( yes, very dead. ) How they lure me? Well..they can make a person hallucinate that he or she is seeing a group of mermaids playing in the water. Then, the "mermaids" (which is "THE FISHES") would ask that person to join them. Then they'll turn back into dead evil big fishes when the time is right, and KILL that person. God bless them. >.< (to be at peace and stop haunting us.)

Well....today I almost cried at school. I didn't know why. There was this feeling inside of me and it was intense. My whole heart felt as if it was freezing up. (literally) It's no joke. Maybe some person would be reading this now and laughing, but it's not funny. I felt lonely and lost. It was as if I've lost everything. I became so sensitive to my surroundings and got terrified at even small little things. Plus, my chairman had to sit beside me cuz he wanted to play wif the boys behind. That seriously frightened me a lot, but I didn't say anything. At times though, I noticed a boy looking at me worriedly. He didn't show it obviously, but I think he was worried for me. After all, he WAS a friend of mine. (or so I thought. I dun know about how he ranks me though.) When I went to the toilet, (to wash my face cuz I just woke up) he made an excuse that he wanted to go to the boys toilet. Call me sensitive and ignorant, but I at that point really thought that he wanted to check if I was crying. Perhaps I was just being silly, but that's a point of him I really like. (i'm just his friend. dun get no ideas. >.>") He's not a bad person, though his behaviour gives the impression. He was the only guy in class who said happy birthday to me. In fact, I was surprised he actually remembered it. He's too sweet, seriously. (plus he plays basketball =D)

At this point you would probably think i'm lovestruck. Or infactuated. But no. I probably only admire him a lot as a friend. That's all. Also, I have my reasons. Firstly, he's shorter than me. (well nevermind! he'll grow! for sure one.) Secondly, my best friend is still "in love" with him. (they were once together.) Third, it's impossible for anybody to like me nowadays. (at least..I think so.) Probably everyone views me as a "ah lian" (damn u jun wei >< hurt my feelings leh) or "heck-care-you-go-and-die attitude person"or "damn cold and cool to even approach".

Why...why me?! I didn't do anything wrong... T-T oh wellz...

Recently i've developed an interest for comics. I read more and more and more.

OMG. LOOK AT THE TIME. I gotta go do my project >< otherwise there'll be no time! Ciao ppl~

Saturday, October 15, 2005
eh....hi?

Okies! Everything ish back to normal now. I'm luuurving my bloggie.

Exams are now over. ^-^ hurrah! and I can play com. (but only on weekends.) My mum can seriously be a demon sumtimes..T.T oh well...

The day before yesterday, 13 Oct, I chatted with Jun Wei on the MSN. Everything was quite okay and we got to know each other more. Until, he said his first impression of me was as a "Ah Lian". I could have killed him then. But I chose to be sad. I really that bad meh? ><>.>"

Also...recently, (I forgot when.) ken said that I made him feel weird when he's talking to me. Thus, I'm like..."huh?" Dunno wad's his problem anyways..but i'm kinda happy. Cuz I thought he kinda hated me and only talked to me cuz min ish my gd friend. Both of them are soooo close now, basically like brother and sister. But always trying to bully each other. >< Aiyo...but then again, listening to them bickering ish quite interesting..

Talked to frank last night too... He sounded pretty much normal, but everytime I accidentally mentioned min's name, he'll sound sad. I think he still can't get over it. Poor guy...

I..had a dream the day b4 yesterday's night. I remembered that Esther(a girl frm my class. Not the 104 one. NOT the cute one.) did sumthing really terrible to me. I was really upset, and there was this staircase. I was walking down when she was walking up the stairs. I glared at her and said, "You b****." She glared at me too and said the same thing. Then, I grabbed the staircase handle, while jumping down the stairs and tried to hit her. (You know...the "impact" stuff.) She blocked with her hand. Damnit. Aiya...but i'm now very ashamed of myself >< I actually had such a dream. I think I might be going mad.

On to maple! Well..I haven't been playing it for a long time.. and now I wan chiong liao. But then...T.T sumthing happened. I needed to download a new patch for the game to work. So I went to the webbie..but the link wasn't working. Just when I was all sad and lost all my hyperactiveness, Laguna came and said that he could send me the file! (yesh, he's always the guy who's there to help u and stuff ^-^ ) hurrah! But then..the file ish beri big. 90091KB to be exact. That's...not gd. Now, it's taking ages to download into my com. We shall wait~...

At school, Hwee Tian and Kiat Ni are basically the only gd friends I have. I really treasure them, but then they can be unreasonable at times too..Kiat Ni and I share the love of playing com and stuff, while Hwee Tian and I are just damn-hard to break up. ^-^ When esther went around in class, slowly breaking up ppl's friendships, Hwee Tian and i were the only ones who didn't fall into her trap and break up. Cool huh? Not that I want to speak bad about her >< but...I just dun like her much...she hated me frm the start of the year. The very first moment she saw me. O.O" I dunno wad's her problem, but I dun wanna get involved in it. Some people still think she's gd, but I dunno wad they see in her still...I hope to be able to accept her soon. (as she is the only one who I can't accept in my class.)

Lastly, my class is very very political. While other kids our age "fight" each other head on, we have backstabbing, hypocrites, evil lies and rumours, anti-whoever and stuff. By far, the only person who stabbed me was Esther. She kept complaining about me. Wad's her problem?! T.T I never do anything to her lor...she needs counceling.

Now, I shall tell u stuff about Esther that made me quite enraged. For example, she likes to backstab people. (dunno why, but she can ALWAYS FREAKIN FIND FAULTS WITH people. Ahem, sorry about the outbreak.) During the time when Yan Shuang..u know..(not gonna say it out. It might remind people of stuff and get them all agitated.) Esther organized a "anti-yan shuang" and refused to give her a second chance. NOT ONLY THAT, she also INSULTED two of my precious teachers in school. She made one of them(who got a tip-off and went to see the post) cry. Now, she is currently breaking up one of the classmate's friendship again. I'm very worried for everyone with the mere existance of this person..but I might be prejudiced u might say..therefore i'm not gonna make any comments in real life. These are just my opinions.

We have come to the end of my post..=D see ya soon everybody..and take care of yourself! (cuz i'm currently a bit sick. >.>")