Hey guys...i'm back. After what seemed like an eternity. Omgawd. It's been soooo long since i blogged.
Sheesh.
How's the song? Do u guys like it? Hahahahaha....It's so retro. O.O
Well...much has gone about my life recently. I have to say it's...kinda freaky. I'm still keeping a safe, safe distance from some ppl in my class recently. Also, still dun dare to show this blog to them. It means i'll spill ALL my secrets. It's terrifying. I think if they tease me about anything in here, i'll probably cry.
Oh ya...I finally understood what REAL loneliness is. My mum just went to vietnam for her company stuffs and my dad's still in china. So i'm all alone in the house wif my maid and brother. Also.....I dunno why. Kinda washed up by some kind of loneliness.
Well....school's quite okay recently. Classmates are getting funnier. Oh ya...and is it me.. or does those guys look more and more...um...(how do u say it?) cool? handsome? hot? Well...sumthing liddat. They're nicer. (But still scared of me. Eeek.) Today we supported them when they played soccer. So damn kewl lor. I was wishing for a HIGH HIGH ball. Then fly all the way across the field and SCORE. But still...it was a impossible dream. xD I mean...they aren't exactly PRO players. They're gd, but not gd enough. xD
Also...OMGAWD. I told some of the girls of my "extremely old crush" on THAT GUY in school. NUUUUUUUUUUUU! I swear it was cuz we played truth and dare. Then my friends keep laughing at me for that. So sad leh. I mean...it was such a long long time ago thing...and he was a much better guy then. I guess ppl change as the time pass...
Oh...a friend ish waiting for meh~ omgawd. So nice of that person. So happy. I'm delirious wif joy. Okay...next time thens~
Today, i'm gonna use a story to write my feelings and blog for today. Hope everybody enjoys it as much as i enjoy trying out this new style of writing a blog.
P.s: everything written in the story is mostly true.
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"Darn him. Why does he have to be so arrogant?" Sakura frowned and glared at the figure walking away in the distant. "I know...somehow i felt the same way with his actions." Enadiz sighed. The blue haired girl turned towards him. "Do you think i was too harsh with him just now? I mean...I just got mad that he's like so arrogant and mean. It was evident he took out her Sin X to test it out in front of us...he was showing off the character." The white haired and fairly tanned guy put a hand on his chin, it was as if he was thinking hard. "Well...i didn't see anything wrong in what you did." Sakura smiled and continued running along. Today was the day she's going to become a knight.
After many trials and hardship, Sakura wiped the sweat on her head and faced the main knight examiner. "I'm...done." He nodded and proceeded to ask each of the six other examiners about her qualifications. Each one approved and smiled with pride. All except one...Sir Winston. He was a man of few words and refused to say much. Then without warning, a bright light surrounded her and her clothing transformed into a female knight's clothing. Not to mention, a new surge of power coursed through her veins...making her feel...stronger. Sakura looked at her examiners once more. With a final smile, she bowed to them and then left the building.
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(this is where the details get a bit untrue..but everything symbolizes my feelings.)
Sakura stood on the cliff and watched the capital city. The windy breeze flowed through her hair and threatened to make it messy. A shadow appeared behind her.
"Who's there! Show yourself!" She spun around and pulled out her sword.
"Woah. Calm down. It's me." Enadiz's trademark white hair appeared in the moonlight. She relaxed her grip and put the sword back in the sheath. "What are you doing here?" The knight asked softly. Sensing her troubles, the wizard smiled and replied, "Same thing you have come here for. To take a walk...and to relax." Sakura shook her slowly. "My heart's numb again. Something's hurting me...and i can't sleep." With a look of sympathy in his eyes, Enadiz questioned her. "About...them?" She shook her head. "I told you...i've given up on that kind of stuff. I pity them, not myself. Though, i can't say that it's completely not part of my troubles." Enadiz gave her a reaasuring look and grinned. "Whatever you're going through, you can tell me. I'm always there for you." The blue haired knight giggled. "You're a great friend,you know?" He smiled egoistically. "I know." Sakura laughed really hard and somehow got too excited, then she used the sword's sheath to hit Enadiz jokingly. "Egoistic fellow." She chuckled. Then, suddenly Sakura quietened down. She looked at Enadiz with a faint smile and hopeful eyes. "Enadiz..." The wizard nodded. "Yeah?"
"Don't ever change. I like things the way they are now."
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Soon after, both of them decided to walk back to have a rest. It was also already very late and they did not wish to encounter any dangerous monsters outside the city. Even though, it would not pose as a problem to them. Tomorrow would be another day.
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Okies...shall stop for today. Not enough time...haiz... to be continued.