I simply sat down there. Unwilling to move.

"The sky is nice."

Suddenly a peaceful feeling overwhelmed me.

My whole mind had been covered with stuff which was so unimportant.

I'm sick of all those things. I just wanna sit down and stop moving about for a while.

It can rain for the whole day and i would be even happier.

The rain seems to wash away your sins. It seems to wash away all the trouble.

My mind flashes around now. All the images keep coming one by one.

I suddenly thought about a friend who has been too 'busy' with his work to even chat retarded stuff with me. I used to care about it more...but nowadays...I simply let it slip past. It's okay. I'm probably just plain irritating to him.

My job was done. I was probably only needed just to help people stand on their own. Then they'll run off without me. I'm used to it.

Wanna hear some honest feelings?

Sometimes...it's better not to put someone on such a high place in your heart. (unless they are your parents) Because...you'll never know when they would let go of your hand and start running far away from you.

Actually, I'm very grateful to ning...she's been a great friend. (and a great guardian) She stuck by me all the way, no matter how much i've changed. For her, I think I'll decide to change for the better once again.

It's time to stop issuing death threats. Haha...

Brrr...Some people think I'm funny, some think I'm scary...Some think I'm insane....Some think I'm shy.

Guess what? It's all ME.

I've realised that i can be all kinds of personalities...

Maybe i should use it to take over THE WORLD. Ahahaha.

Argh. My head is cleared now...but my chest hurts. So uncomfortable...

I've decided to close my doors on all those hypocrites. You guys can go backstab each other for all I care~

From now on, I would cry for nobody cept for my parents.

Oh. Plus Ning and some other close friends.

Yup. I'm not get hurt by small things and people who don't matter anymore.

But seriously ppl...please don't come and bombard me with things too do, all at once. I might ignore some people for my sanity's sake. I'm not some kind of all knowing god...so don't be such a jerk and try to stuff everything onto me. I need space to breathe.

Alrighty. I better go get changed. Got something else to do.

As for the fanfic...I'm not exactly given up on HinaGaara. I'm just hopping stories.

Edited: OH MY GOD. I went downstairs just now...and I saw a kitty! I played with it for a while...and it started to rub around my legs....play with me...and then continue mewing! So cute! Puuuuuurrrr.....

I wan a kitty next time! D=