Hm....I had lots of things to say. LOTS. Until now. I seem to lost all my words. It's really sad. I can't remember. Anyways......was just thinking about what happened if one day..I woke up and found myself in another world. Ever had the feeling u didn't belong? Like..this world isn't mine. and it was a huge huge huge mistake. The only thing that makes me confirm my world..is my parents and relatives (some of them). Imagine if I looked around, and realise that this was the world I was waiting for. I blinked my eyes and took a step forward.

This is where all the adventure starts.

I meet new friends, new people....and learn so much more. I really really love this world a lot. It's not perfect...but it's at least better than my previous world. Am I escaping from reality? Am I afraid? I don't know. Will I go back? Or just throw everything away?

How many of us....want to escape? want to get out of this place? Want it all to stop? Want it to go away? I always thought all those questions. I always thought that almost everyone deserves death. It's no wonder humanity is plaqued by "death". It's because they ALL deserve it. We have lost ourselves over the sands of time. We're not who we are now.

Sh-I mean...crap. Talked too much >< well...on to the story. I think I dun wanna do the fiance one...it's too early. _____________________________________________________________
Chapter 4: Don't let go of me please

"Heeyy!!!"

Sakura turned around. "huh?"

"Here silly! It's me, Kurei!" A silvered haired boy smiled and ruffled her hair. Sakura smiled while trying to grab his hand. She noticed that they were in a flower field. Then suddenly... everything vanished. "Wha-? How....?" The whole place turned red and bodies started appearing. It looked like blood. Sakura's eyes widened and she panicked, "How....what's going on? Why...?" Only one person other than her was left standing and it was...."Kurei." She looked at him unbelievably. His eyes were not silver anymore. Instead, it was black. His back also had black wings and he was holding something....that dripped blood.
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"NO!" Sakura yelled at she sat up and woke up in sweat. "A....dream? Or a nightmare to be exact..." She tried to compose herself and looked at the time. 6am. Hm...it won't hurt waking up early, she thought. But something bothered her. What was that dream about? Was it trying to tell her that she shouldn't accept Kurei? Like...something bad will happen if they got together.

She brushed her silky blue hair with a comb and changed her clothes. Walking out, she decided she would go to the river that she usually prayed and meditated at. Perhaps....perhaps it would make her feel better.

When she was nearing the place, she sensed a presense nearby the stream. She tensed, getting ready to elimate anybody who is foolish enough to attack her. She pushed away the vines that acted as a curtain to the opening. "Huh?" All that greeted her was Kurei lying on the riverbank, seemingly asleep. His right hand was soaked in the water, and he looked like he became one with the scenery. Sakura smiled and sat down beside him. He really looks like a child from this angle. There's only purity and calmness that surrounded him. Not like the raging anger and evil that she saw in her dream. She reached out her left hand and pushed aside a strand of hair on his face. Kurei awoke with a start and grabbed her hand. His eyes narrowed in irritation...until he realised it was Sakura. "Oh....hi!" he grinned, immensely happy that she had came to see him. Or so he thought. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to wake you up." She apologised. Kurei shook his head and said happily, "It's okay. I'm kinda happy you came anyways."

Sakura stared at him and thought deeply...he always seemed so happy. Since the previous incident of course. How is it possible?
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Sakura: Hey....
Kurei: Yeah? ^-^
Sakura: You...um....how is it that you remain so positive?
Kurei: Hm....it seems like something's bothering you.
Sakura: Wha- I mean...how..
*Kurei grinned sheepishly*
Kurei: Cuz you don't act like this usually...Anyways...about ur question...well...I can't be glum the whole day right? It's better to be happy anyways. Otherwise my face will hurt!
Sakura: Like...as in sore from frowning?
Kurei: *smiles* yeah!
*Sakura looked at him for a while in silence, then she burst into laughter*
Kurei: Uh....did I say anything wrong?
Sakura: No....it's....haha..it's..just that you seemed like you're trying so hard to be serious..and that expression on your face was kinda funny...hahaha...
Kurei: Awww.....stop laughing....><
*Kurei pinches Sakura's face*
Sakura: Owww..that hurts.
*Sakura yawns softly*
Kurei: Hm....you tired?
Sakura: yeah...I had a nightmare......
*Kurei uses both arms and hold her close to him*
Kurei: You can lean on me for a while if you want...
Sakura: Kou.....will...kill us...you know...
*sakura falls asleep*
*Kurei smiles and closes his eyes*
Kurei: Sweet dreams....my angel. I'll protect you no matter what.
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The moonlight shone on the both of them as they slept peacefully under the cherry blossom tree near the river. Kou was sitting and leaning against the tree, while Sakura was leaning against him with his arms around her. Maybe she'll find out what that dream meant one day, but for now, she didn't want to think about it. It just...felt really warm.

So this is what it feels like to be loved? Only happiness and the feeling of being safe no matter what....
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Chapter 4 end! Okay. I admit it was stupid. But I couldn't think of anything gd.....

forgive me! ><