Haix. I think i realli destroyed my blog with the yuna layout thingy. But i can't go and edit the html cuz my keyboard at home isn't working. Therefore...i used the school's com to type this. Kekekekeke.....

I've been thinking so much recently. It's giving me a headache. I keep thinking of the people i lost a long time ago. Yea...i know someone once said that we must always look at what we have left instead of what we have lost. But i can't ignore it. Cuz they are still like...practically dangling in front of me like a bait.

Like....yeowch.

Okay okay...i have to say at this point that confessions hurt. In my whole lifetime i only confessed to a guy that i liked him once. Which...i think was fairly stupid. Anyways...the story ends with me getting ditched for no particular reason. I was thinking...."What the...?" Therefore, I convinced myself that the guy was a loser. Argh. I will NEVER confess that i like a guy again. At least until i'm realli sure that he's the one and he likes me too. However, my story isn't THAT sad in a way that....at least another girl somewhere out there is happy. I wasn't ditched in vain. Muaha...haha. *sighs* i can't seem to laugh.

Then there was another few friends who i've lost throughout my lifetime. Even if i prayed till died, those ppl won't ever come back. Therefore i guess that i stopped praying.

But looking on a bright side, i've new guardians and friends beside me. For example, i made friends with my primary school friend's elder brother. The thing that brought us together was probably the love of writing. (FRIENDS. ppl. NOT THAT KIND OF THING.) Well...he's pretty cool. I have to say....he was hard to communicate to at first....cuz he was pretty defensive. Then he turned very nice. Well...not realli. But his attitude was much better. He keeps calling me "little girl" when our age gap is only two years. Darn him. I'm not small! *panics* I mean...i know i'm 158cm only...but that doesn't mean that i'm a small girl. Yea...we're kinda like brother and sister in a way already i guess. I sometimes wonder if i'm a bother to him. Hope not...

Then there's another online friend. Not telling you who. But his name ish damn cool. That's all i can say about him. Kekekekeke...

I think the whole class ish trying to find out my bloggie. MUAHAHAHA. They'll nvr know. Otherwise i'll be forced to kill every single one of them.

Alrighty. I'm supposed to blog about yesterday....and since i have time...plus my keyboard at home isn't working....I think i better type about it here.
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Yesterday:

Well....nothing much realli happened at school....cept that Hwee tian and i were very lame. We were both pretty tired and practically dragged ourselves home.

I've got TAKO! Yea~!

Then my mum dragged me out for shopping. We saw these ULTRA BEAUTIFUL earrings....but they were soooooo expensive! I mean.....$89 plus for one of the special designs....I was....holy.

Then we went to buy the swimming costume. You know what i got in the end? Something near to a bikini kind of thing. Soooooo embarrasssing! x.x but it WAS kinda nice.... Bottom garment ish like shorts...and the top...well....you'll know when you see it.

Must be one of those growing up things.

Oh yea...did i mention that my face was dying? I'm totally disfigured now. I have to rely on extremely expensive face cleanser and toner to actually look normal. That's so sad and pathetic.

Then we went to a japanese restaurant called "Shizo". I swear it's so cool. It's like...the door is made of wood and is locked. Then you have to press a bell which makes no sound but will light up. After a while, the waitress opens the door and asks for your reservation. You walk in and the whole place ish realli realli dim! Like...Holy....The food there was great...but kinda expensive. Then we chatted a bit....My mum told us a bit about her childhood and stuff....The service there is great. Everybody was sooooo polite! It was really amazing.

Then we went home and realised that the keyboard isn't working. Haix.
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That's all for now....shall be going onto the next post. (btw....my keyboard ish fixed le. I edited this post.)