Recently, i've been plagued by a serious personality that I always had since young but has now worsened.

Yes. I'm extremely super duper extremely shy.

In fact, I'm terrified of everybody now. I don't dare to talk to them...don't dare to interact at all. It's soo scary. You know..I watched Naruto..and there was this girl..who's called Hyuuga Hinata. She's even more shy than me. The poor girl is an "outcast" of her family because she was not strong enough in character-wise to take over as leader or sumthing liddat. However, I think that she's one of the sweetest girls I have even seen. If she wants to, she could have a great deal of determination which would not let her lose to her enemy. (unless it is Hyuuga Neji of course...her cousin is extremely strict with her. In fact, he hates her family and wanted to kill her during battle.) There was a part, where she said, "I want to...use my own power...to change this side of me."

I almost cried. Why? Why was she so much like me?

At that point of time, she was bleeding like mad from her cousin's attack and almost couldn't stand up. But she didn't give up. She tried attacking her cousin again. In the end, she suffered several internal injuries and was immediately rushed to the hospital. Afterwards, she still didn't recover fully for quite some time.

She was so strong. Unlike me. She had the right to win.....

After that, I admired and respected Hinata. She was amazing...more than she ever think she would be. I wish I could be strong. I wish I was like her.

Anyways...moving on...

Today I learned that if you really put your heart into it, you can do almost anything. We had the sports heats and it was amazing. I never regretted joining it this year. Even though we all competed in the rain, we were all burning with the flames of pride and happiness. I joined the javalin event and had three tries. My first two missed and were disqualified. I panicked. Everybody there had practice and all knew how to throw it. However, I never even TOUCHED a javalin before. Evidently, I was in trouble. Then a miracle happened on the third throw. I told myself that I could do it! I must believe!

With a final thrust with the javalin, I prayed.

The javalin flew high into the air. It came down...and stuck into the ground! (as long as your javalin touches headfirst into the ground, your score will be marked. If not, your score would be disqualified and not counted.) I smiled. Mr Liw, my last year Design and Tech teacher, practically shouted, "Good one!" Later they measured it. It was 8plus metres. I gasped. It was more than the average shot of most of the girls! They only got 5plus metres or were disqualified. Thus, I was accepted into the final six participants. We had a really heated battle. All these opponents were really amazing! They threw every single one with grace, force and to an extreme distance. In the end, I was sooo close. I got a fourth. But hey, I was happy. Fourth out of all the fifteen contestances! Plus, most had practices or had tried the javalin before. But I was different, I never even touched it nor practiced once! It reminded me of the Uchiha clan's Sharingan eye. (It is in Naruto, it's a special kind of ability which the eyes turn blood red in the middle and have special rings. The number of rings signify the level of the ability. As in from weakest to strongest. It allows the user to see objects that are moving at even the fastest speed, has hypnotic powers and can COPY the OPPONENT'S MOVES.)

Keke...I luv Sasuke kun! He's like so damn cool!

Yup! His full name is Uchiha Sasuke. Which means he has inherited the special bloodline, the Sharingan. Therefore, he is considered as a "genius". You should just go and watch the show or read the comic! It's like...so damn amazing! I love him to bits! hahaha...

Oops! It's sooooo late. Better go~ see ya!