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Thursday, May 04, 2006
Confused. Bored. Sad.

Today, i'm gonna use a story to write my feelings and blog for today. Hope everybody enjoys it as much as i enjoy trying out this new style of writing a blog.

P.s: everything written in the story is mostly true.
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"Darn him. Why does he have to be so arrogant?" Sakura frowned and glared at the figure walking away in the distant. "I know...somehow i felt the same way with his actions." Enadiz sighed. The blue haired girl turned towards him. "Do you think i was too harsh with him just now? I mean...I just got mad that he's like so arrogant and mean. It was evident he took out her Sin X to test it out in front of us...he was showing off the character." The white haired and fairly tanned guy put a hand on his chin, it was as if he was thinking hard. "Well...i didn't see anything wrong in what you did." Sakura smiled and continued running along. Today was the day she's going to become a knight.

After many trials and hardship, Sakura wiped the sweat on her head and faced the main knight examiner. "I'm...done." He nodded and proceeded to ask each of the six other examiners about her qualifications. Each one approved and smiled with pride. All except one...Sir Winston. He was a man of few words and refused to say much. Then without warning, a bright light surrounded her and her clothing transformed into a female knight's clothing. Not to mention, a new surge of power coursed through her veins...making her feel...stronger. Sakura looked at her examiners once more. With a final smile, she bowed to them and then left the building.
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(this is where the details get a bit untrue..but everything symbolizes my feelings.)

Sakura stood on the cliff and watched the capital city. The windy breeze flowed through her hair and threatened to make it messy. A shadow appeared behind her.

"Who's there! Show yourself!" She spun around and pulled out her sword.

"Woah. Calm down. It's me." Enadiz's trademark white hair appeared in the moonlight. She relaxed her grip and put the sword back in the sheath. "What are you doing here?" The knight asked softly. Sensing her troubles, the wizard smiled and replied, "Same thing you have come here for. To take a walk...and to relax." Sakura shook her slowly. "My heart's numb again. Something's hurting me...and i can't sleep." With a look of sympathy in his eyes, Enadiz questioned her. "About...them?" She shook her head. "I told you...i've given up on that kind of stuff. I pity them, not myself. Though, i can't say that it's completely not part of my troubles." Enadiz gave her a reaasuring look and grinned. "Whatever you're going through, you can tell me. I'm always there for you." The blue haired knight giggled. "You're a great friend,you know?" He smiled egoistically. "I know." Sakura laughed really hard and somehow got too excited, then she used the sword's sheath to hit Enadiz jokingly. "Egoistic fellow." She chuckled. Then, suddenly Sakura quietened down. She looked at Enadiz with a faint smile and hopeful eyes. "Enadiz..." The wizard nodded. "Yeah?"

"Don't ever change. I like things the way they are now."
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Soon after, both of them decided to walk back to have a rest. It was also already very late and they did not wish to encounter any dangerous monsters outside the city. Even though, it would not pose as a problem to them. Tomorrow would be another day.
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Okies...shall stop for today. Not enough time...haiz... to be continued.