My mind is in a whirl now. So dizzy and tired...i suspect i worked myself to the bone.

I dunno. I feel like i'm lacking something.

I cried in the shower today...was hoping that i could scream...but instead i cried like a little girl. Darn it. I hate the world.

I've sunk into the final straw of depression. I'm going to disappear.
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The girl sat by the river. Her hand was feeling the cooling and calm water slowly...

Smiling, she felt at ease and one with nature. Today, she had snuck out and ran to the river. Being someone of high ranking is hard for her. She was not allowed to go anywhere and was always attending those formal rituals. She was special.

Slowly, her finger twirled around in the water. She was like a painting...like an angel who was decended from above. Deciding that the water was not too cold, she walked into the clear river without even taking off any of her clothing. It was okay to her as she did not mind making her clothing wet. After all, when would a chance like this come again? Lying down to float on the water, she stared up at the beautiful blue sky. How she wished she could be free like this every single day of her life. Yet, it was an impossible dream. She knew it as well.

"Still...i can't help but wish." She spoke softly.

Without warning, there was a sudden rush of movement from the trees nearby. Stunned, the girl took a few seconds to react before standing up and grabbing her staff. She would never go back. There's too much hurting her in that horrid place.

"Come. If it's a fight you want, it's a fight you get." She stood defiantly, thinking that it was her father's servants who had come for her.

Slowly, three guys and a girl came out into the opening. The girl had pink shoulder length hair and was screaming at one of the guys who had yellow hair. The other two, who had silver and dark blue hair each, were simply looking embarassed by the two in the front. Apparently, nobody noticed the girl in the river yet.

"ARGH. LOOK WHERE YOU'VE GOT US! SO MUCH FOR A SHORTCUT!" Her face was murderous as she prepared to hit the guy hard.

"I'm sorry! I didn't know it was changed...My bad." The yellow haired boy cowered in fear.

While the two were quarreling, the ones at the back noticed the girl standing in the water. The way she looked at them...it was as if she was bird in a locked cage, wanting to fly away into the open skies. The dark blue haired boy who looked closer to her age, blushed a little and walked forward to hold out a hand.

"Um...are you okay? Do you need help?" he asked gently.

The girl's eyes widened. This is it. It was exactly like her dream...it was him who would save her. He was the one who would bring her away from all the pain she is experiencing right now. With tears in her eyes, she ran forward and held him tightly.

"Woah!" The boy exclaimed. "Don't go. Don't leave me at that horrible place. Please...bring me away with you. I would do anything...I promise!" She pleaded as she continued to cry.

By now, everybody had noticed what was going on. The pink haired girl frowned in annoyance.

"Sasuke...do you know her?" She asked.

The dark blue haired boy replied, "No...but she..." He looked worriedly at the crying girl in his arms. "Well...we can't leave her like this...can we?" the silver haired person rubbed the back of his head awkwardly. He patted her on the back.

"Hey."

Looking up, the girl came face to face with him. "I'm sorry...but could you let go of my apprentice? I think you might be suffocating him." Pointing to Sasuke, he smiled warmly. Alarmed by her actions, the girl let go and wiped away her tears. "I apologize for being so...impulsive. It was really rude of me." She bowed her head a little towards them. Smiling, the silver haired person started introducing the group.

"This person here is Naruto..." Pointing to the yellow haired boy. "Sakura..." Then the girl. "Sasuke..." Nodding towards the dark blue haired boy. "And lastly, my name is Kakashi. I'm more of their mentor. What is your name?"

"Sakura..." She nodded shyly. "Ooh. Same name as you, sakura chan." Naruto grinned. Kakashi was stunned. Apparently...there were MANY differences between the two Sakuras. Needless to say...the blue haired one was more gentle...more like a lady. Yet the pink haired one has lots of good points too.

Then they started to converse and find out more about each other. The blue haired Sakura was a princess and a summoner. Her father was using her for his own selfish reasons, therefore she ran away from the castle.
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Okay. Dun feel like writing already. This just swam into my head lol. It isn't anything nice. Neither is it a real story. Do not think much of it.

I need a new blogskin.