Alright...i think i'm going weird now. It's soo....uh...funny...

Well...firstly, today's a pretty normal day....
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*Inside my mind*

Freya: No. Hell she's lying.
Sakura: Freya! ><
Freya:.....why don't you ask her? She's pratically jumping about inside.
Sakura: Yes i know...but you...can't blame her for that.
Freya: Wadever.
Shang: O.O" Freya...you've been cranky lately haven't you?
Freya: Great. Team up with Sakura will you? I'm going to sleep.
Sakura: *sighs* Freya...
Shang: It's okay...she'll be fine tomorrow.
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Actually...we were talking about my cousins who came over. Well...As usual...I found them funny lol. But what's so special about today...is that my distant couz came over too. (you know...My cousin's cousin.) I was like...shocked. Damn....he was quite good looking. Alright...i admit. He puts regular guys to shame. =X It was really so shocking. Cuz the last time i saw him...he was probably sec 1 or sumthing...(now he's sec 4 or so i've heard) He was skinny then...wif no broad shoulders. But he had the potential then...i can't deny.

Then he came over today.

I had a heart attack. Geez. He's grown so much taller...plus his voice broke. Not only that...he had broad shoulders and he wasn't that bamboo-like anymore. I didn't dare to stare at him straight in the eyes...neither did he realli stare straight at me cuz he was already very embarrassed about coming over...cuz he was a distant couz. But honestly...he IS kinda...good looking. Damn...that's some good genes they have there...the guys on their side of the family are quite gd looking most of the time.

Maybe i'll now crap about why must i have such good looking cousins lol...But then again...if they aren't my cousins...i wouldn't have met them. (yesh. And i wouldn't have gotten the privilege to actually talk and play wif them) So...i guess i can't complain. My mum made me blush so hard just now...she gave me that kind of look...then she said that he was very "shuai". She's one weird mum...that person. Hahaha....Then...i think she was hinting something lol. But i only said..."can lar..." What do you expect me to say? "YESH. HE'S SOOO DAMN SHUAI." izzit?

Doesn't matter anyways. We're distant cousins. (besides....look at me. I'm like...not really pretty lol.) Hey hey...i'm not getting any ideas...but yea. I think if my bf is that gd looking next time, I'll have to guard him from the girls lol. They would MOB him. Hm...now that i think about it...he's from my cousin's mother side of the family...which means...(since i'm from his father's side of the family...) we don't really have any blood connections.

HOLY CRAP. *slaps self* STOP IT. I'M BEING STUPID.

Man....I hate myself when i go all soft and fluffy bout some guys. It's purely disgusting. BUT. You ppl really have to see him to believe it lol...

Alright. Enough crapping bout my cousins. I shall....go do something else instead of blogging now.

See ya~