"It's because we're humans. Therefore we suffer so."
That's what I thought when I read a friend's post. She was cursing about her life just as I was. Then I sighed.
There's really nothing I can do about it. I am worried about her...but like I said...
It's like watching someone drown but you can't save that person.
Rather funny...the way we cry and laugh at our lives.
I broke down that day. Everything collasped and i found myself talking to Frank (again.)
Then I realised that I'm seriously reliant on him. I think I made him cry. I'm not sure...but he sounded weird on the phone. Maybe I shouldn't have discussed certain stuff with him. I bet he's hurting as much as I was that day. Guys just don't say it out loud.
I wished we could forget about how some people hurt us. Though I never really blamed anybody for that fateful incident, it's still a scar in my heart.
He was hurting too. I can tell.
To listen to them....to listen to all the things they tell him. To know that they're somehow blissfully happy together and he's...well...
I closed my ears. I closed my heart.
I don't wanna hear. I don't wanna feel.
Life is kinda rocky nowadays. Yet there's nothing I can do about it. Still...it's nice to know that there are some people who care.
Oh...btw. I'm thinking of moving my blog and stuff. I'll update you guys on the details later.
I gotta go for tuition soon. See ya later~