Was sitting with Hwee tian in school after dismissal time today, cuz we were both waiting for our CCAs to start.

We were doing the most ridiculous stuff. (LOL) but i'm not gonna tell you what. You'll probably think we're perverts or mentally weird. Haha.

Then we chatted and somehow, she said something that kept ringing in my head.

She took a deep breath and she said heavily, "You're really in love with him."

I was stunned, in a sense.

Was she right? Did I really like that guy?

Like...gasp. More than Sasuke...?

Quite possible.

But it was forbidden love.

Completely impossible.

So she said, "You shouldn't be too obssessed with him."

I know. I'm just gonna get hurt in the end.

Yet something inside of me just reacts when he even looks at me.

So maybe I do like him. But it is something that I would keep in my heart forever. He'll never know I had feelings for him. Neither would I ever tell him.

Like heck. Is this true love?

I pray not. (or I'll bleed my heart dry.)

I just want everybody to be happy.

Even if it means sacrificing myself? Well... Yeah.

Okay. So since it's gonna be valentine's day, I'll write a couple of lovey-dovey sentences. (Haha.)


I'll do anything to see your smile.
Even if it means that I would be hurt...
Even if it means that I would die from the pain...
I won't tell you this love of mine.

Just to spare you from any suffering.

That is really how much I loved you.
Watching you from afar has become my habit.
Liking the things you like has become my another habit.
To laugh like you do...to hold you close when you are down.

I'm always there for you.

Please don't cry. Please be happy.
However, If one day I'm able to send you my feelings...
I'm sure...
That I'll be the happiest girl alive, whether you reject me or not.

How can I explain? The depth of my love.
How can I tell you? How much I loved your smile.
Your every action, your every move.

I'm melting.
I'm crying.
I'm laughing.
I'm breaking.

But most importantly...

With all my heart...

I really loved you.


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY! (though it's not time yet.)
Lurve ya all! (whether girls or guys)

And please...

Stay happy. =D