I couldn't sleep last night.

Didn't know what was bothering me or anything. I just couldn't sleep. And then...the night seemed so still... It was as if there was no time, no people, no wind, no birds....no nothing. Time stood so still.......

I thought if....there was really someone out there......was that person alone? was the night so cold and bitter to that person as it is to me? My heart seems to bleed a lot recently....(as in literally) and it really hurts. I want to escape. I want to run. But i'm chained. I want to fly away...but I have no wings. I wanted to cry....but I couldn't find the tears.

So there I sat.....emotionless.

I found out recently that one guy in my class said that I am "someone who tries very hard to hide who I truely am". I don't know who said it. But I think he knows me very well. At least...should be. Because...in order to say such things about me, you really have to understand me first. The thing is.....who or what am i? Sometimes I don't feel completely human.

Something is wrong.

I had a dream of sumone. It was the closest I got to seeing that person's face. There was a bridge...and that person jumped off it. But he landed safely onto the ground and I didn't seem very surprised. Then I went over and we started walking together. When I asked what was his name, he seemed kind of awkward and then he blushed. Just when I almost found out....I was woken up by my brother and cousin. They complained that I slept too much. I almost almost found out!!!!! (Darn it.) The part which I hate most is that I can't remember his face either when I woke up. GREAT. No face, no name. >.>"

I think I gonna write a fanfiction story in fanfiction.net. Have to sign up first though...I like writing. I like singing. I like............kitties. You know why?

I think I can communicate with them. (shhhhhhhhh~)

Well...not really. It's just that once a cat was near our car in the carpark at my grandmother's HDB flat. I "meowed/mewed" to it, and it immediately picked up it's ears and tried to hear the sound again while trying to find another cat around. I did it 3 more times before it realised that I was the one who was mewing. It stared at me for a long long long long time. We stared at each other for quite some time...and I was quite sure that cat was trying to tell me something. I didn't understand in the end though. It's really sad. Humans can't do anything without technology....can they? Imagine one day aliens come to our planet and we can't speak to them cuz of LANGUAGE DIFFERENCES. wow. that would be really stupid. (more of sad....really.)

Okay...I have to go now...gonna change my bloggie skin and sign up for fanficiton.net soon.

See ya~