That's really it. My school is terrible. Will be terrible. And ALWAYS is terrible. So ppl....DUN BE FOOLED. My school is a nicely wrapped hell. On the outside, it looks nice and okay and happy and dandy. But on the inside, you feel like dying. Which makes me surprised that no students suffer from depression yet. Initially, I wanted to be the first one, but I decided against it. This school isn't WORTH me going suicidal for it.

Okay....start of school. Yesterday was totally terrible, crappy, end-of-the-world-temporally. My chinese teacher still okay...but my two english teachers suxed. And I mean...realli suxed. One kept giving us the "bu shuang" face and kept glaring at us for no reason. (yes...we didn't even make noise!) the other one was firm...and she tried to be funny when she is not funny at all. Usually ppl would say..."LOSER!" and I finally understand why. Anyways...My form teacher AND co- form teachers are my art teachers from last year. I have always detested them and always will.

Well.....on and on and on..

Then when I got home yesterday, I was trying to study, finish my piano, do my homework, deal with wei hang over the smallest of stupid quarrels(he would rather die than to give in to me. Oh..and did I mention he NEVER treated me as a sister? Good grief. And he loves to cry to get what he wants. It's really sad.) and.....getting all stressed out. I cried and cried and cried non-stop. No wonder I wished for world destruction. Then...a friend told me lots of stuff...and tried to make me feel better. I was so grateful. I was really at my lowest end that time and everything seemed to be crumbling into pieces.

Today was much better. Our maths teacher is quite funny...but his jokes were very cold. My friend kept laughing though. Dunno why.... Oh...and Miss Lim, the angel, decended from heaven to keep my soul intact. Her subject is the only thing keeping me alive now. She will never know how much it means to me

Okay...can't write much...cuz I wan go play my games....dun have much time to play. Maybe i'll write more next time.