Haha...i changed the song. It sounds kinda inspirational.

Anyways...sorry bout the recent outbreaks. Maybe i should just put everything behind me. I feel...that i've been sulking too long. Haha...

Anyways~ This is the sweet week~ Cuz i promised someone that i would be nice and sweet for the whole of this week. If i can help it...i would want to be sweet forever. xD

Seriously...i love this song.

Well...i've decided. Things can't go back to what they were. But hey...I guess i can look forward to the future.

"The past may be beautiful...but the future would be as beautiful as you make it to be."

Wow. Where did THAT come from? Haha...

I can't help but smile.

I just realised today...Gemini lol...i'm a gemini. Probably that explains why i have Sakura and Freya with me. I know...many things can't be the way they are if they aren't with me. *hugz them spiritually* I realli love you two. Some people may say i'm crazy for hugging and sharing thoughts with people who don't really exist materialistically...but still...We've come so far. Ever since i saw Sakura standing there...ever since i discovered Freya's presence...

We've been best friends.

*tears in eyes* I can't believe i'm saying this...but i realli appreciate you two. It's like you're a part of me...It's like i can't survive with you two. But still...I know. The day would come when i must finally say goodbye to you two. But i would want you two to know...that you guys have been special to me. And..I'm glad. Glad that you came into my life. I wouldn't survive if it wasn't for you two. It doesn't matter if people say i'm more evil than before....it doesn't matter if people say that i'm not as sweet as that girl or who-so-ever. Only you two matter...only you two have been protecting me after all my friends were seperated from me.

So please. Don't go. Don't fade away.

Anyways...you guys wanna know how i found Sakura and Freya? Well...for sakura...i found her in primary school. I was going down the stairs in my school when i saw her standing in a classroom which was all dark and stuff. Light was shining onto her and she was looking up at the sky...then she turned and fixed a soft gaze on me. She looked like she was lost and going to cry. I kept my eyes on her...all the way. Then afterwards...i've been seeing her often. Then finally one day, i accepted her into my consciousness...and Sakura became part of me. That's all lol. And she's not a ghost alright...>.>"

She was an angel. *nods*

As for Freya...she just woke up one day and started being cranky. We knew that she was kinda evil...but Sakura and i believed that she had kindness in her as well. That's why she's part of us too now.

So Freya was a dark angel.

Alright! Enough of stuff like them. I wanna go get on writing a fanfic for Hinata and Neji. I kinda had the inspiration lol. Go me!
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Before i forget...here's the lyrics for the song in my blog. I luv it!

"Because you live" by Jesse Mccartney

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl[You live]
My world[my world] has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world[my world] has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl[Cuz you live]
My world[my world] has everything I need to survive
Because you live... I live I live...
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Oh yea! Nice song~