I dunno. I no longer have insane thoughts about killing everybody... I guess that's a gd start. ^^"

A lot of things have happened. We've walked so far... We've found new friends to depend on. We never ever forgot the old ones.

Actually...secondary school was a new start. I finally realise why i was so "cruelly" seperated from my old friends. I suppose that someone up there actually wanted me to be more independent.

I've found ppl whom i liked...and who liked me as well. Though...we were rather young, therefore we hurt each other in the end, but still...I have to admit that the memories were beautiful. Small small things which made us happy...i guess that's more than enough.

To say the truth, i wanna experience the silly-ness of crushing on someone again. It's so cute. XD hahaha...i mean...look at all those typical high school girls...they're having the time of their lives. But then...there's nobody for me to crush on in my sec school. sob....

So sad. Guess i have to wait till someone manages to catch my attention or moving on to JC or poly.

There's someone i always wanted to see. =X i wonder if i would get to see that special friend...

People change so much. Seriously...sometimes it's not a bad thing.

I've decided to believe that there's some good still left in him. =X

So...i pray hard that my judgement in people's character would not be wrong this time.

Hear that? I believe in you!!!!! So don't let me down. I believed in that little boy i saw many years ago. I believe that somehow he's still in there. I wanted so much to be friends with you again....

Okay okay. Too mushy dushy. Stop stop. =X

Time to change to one of my previous blogskins (cuz i can't find a new one.)

plus writing my shaman king story. I would be posting on fanficiton.net, asap i suppose.