Here's a story for all to read and think about...Since i have not been blogging. Anyways...i'm still searching for the perfect skin. Apparently...ppl are getting lazy nowadays~
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This is a story of a little girl.
Once upon a time, there lived a little girl who was born in a time which made her the most loved person in her family. Everybody loved her...and she wanted everybody to love her in that way till forever.
However, as she grew, she started to change in size and looks. Definitely, she wasn't adorable and cute anymore. Sad and depressed, she wondered to herself. "Oh how...how i wish that everything could go back to what it was...How can i make them love me again?" She seeked a way out. She wanted to feel loved again...and not forgotten. For you see, this little girl had too much attention. So much so that she had became used to being the center of attention. Without them, she felt so uneasy and upset.
Then she got an idea.
Putting on a beautiful mask and perfect behaviour, she dressed herself in perfection. She was once again cute and adorable. Yet what's lost has been lost. Her relatives and family would never see her in the same light again. But this time, it was her friends who accepted her into their lives.
But wait. What happened before she met them?
Apparently, her heart was being hurt by some mean girls at the school which she studied. They were stuck up just because they were smart. They treated her badly. Crying, she ran home...with nobody to cry to. There was no shoulder. There was no comforting words. Just plain silence which slowly made her heart more painful. Like they say..."If you fall down, you must learn to stand again." So that was what the little girl did. She tried to smile and forget everything that those evil girls had done to her. She had moved on.
When she was nine years old, the little girl met some friends. Smiling, she embraced them into her life. To the poor little girl who has been trying so hard for so long...those friends were everything. She loved them like she never did with other people. Yet sometimes she would seem to be very selfish and self centered to them. It was because of the way she had suffered. She never really told them about how she felt either.
Life has many unexpected things. One day, one of her friends betrayed her.
She was humiliated in front of the whole class and was left alone. Once again, the little girl could not do anything but cry. "Cry...cry...cry. It's the only thing i'm good at." She said exasperately. Then she saw the dark angel rise from her. She would not take this lying down. She will get back at the girl who hurt her. Using everything she's got, she managed to turn the whole class against that lone girl. That sight of her friend crying was satisfying...but also heartbreaking. She knew it was wrong.
She had sinned.
Forgive me...Forgive me...Those were the words she kept repeating to herself. In her haste, she had taken off her mask of perfection and showed the world her true face. Luckily, that friend forgave her and they moved on.
Years went past...She had found the best friends anybody could have. She was so happy. Finally...finally she was saved. She gave them each a rose and they held it close to their hearts.
She smiled.
The day of parting came when she was twelve years old. They all had to go their seperate ways. Sadly, they told her, "We're sorry. We have to leave. We can't be there for you till the end." Once again in tears and desperate...she tried to hold on to them. Yet, as they vanished, all that was left from each of them was a single rose.
Sitting down on the floor, she stared blankly at the roses. Water started to fall on them...she didn't know if it was her tears or the rain.
Out of the mist, came someone. It was a girl. She stared up at the girl. "Who...are you?" She asked. "My name is Sky. Or you can call me Ning." The silent-looking figure replied. "Why have you come?" The little girl asked...hoping to hear the words she wanted to hear. "I'm...not too sure as well." Then there was awkward silence.
Slowly, the little girl giggled. It was the first time she smiled in ages. Sky smiled as well. Yet the look on her face was a compassionate and kind one. True...the little girl sensed that Sky had some darkness in her that would sometimes grow bigger and threatening. But it didn't matter. That darkness....was the thing that made them connected and the same. At least...that's what she figured. Which was rather amazing, since she's usually very slow.
At that point of time, Sky was the only one who understood her. Her once injured heart was healing again. Looking at the bunch of roses in her room, the little girl decided to give Sky one. Just like she did with her previous friends.
But she was scared. Would Sky give her back the rose...just like her previous friends?
Holding out the rose, the little girl uttered a few words. "Here. I want you to have this." Sky looked slowly at the rose. She took it and felt the soft petals which shimmered in the light due to the dews. Then she shook her head.
"You...don't like it?" The little girl gave her a pleading look.
"No." Sky replied. "It's very nice. But you have already given me the best thing anybody could offer." She nodded happily.
"The best...thing?" The little girl was puzzled.
"Yes." Sky put her hand to her heart. "It's your friendship. The one thing which everybody has...and can reach into the deepest depths of the heart."
"Friend...ship?" The little girl tried to understand the words that were given to her. A bright light consumed them and she finally saw the light.
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Okies. That's the end of the first part of the story. Still got many more friends to introduce~
And yes. Sky ish Ning~ The little girl ish me. (yes i know. So zi lian right?) The other friends mentioned above shall not be identified. It's too mean~ Tomorrow i'll write about Geelyn and Joan...and...*continues rambling a long list of ppl*
Kayz. Baibai~